Saturday, 31 March 2012

I love my DJs

It was one of those nights. That i will forever have fond memories of.
Suddenly there was live Emcee-ing in Zouk
&
WE FOUND LOVE IN A HOPELESS PLACE.

A picture post of love.

Ghetto, Eclipse, Ming
Jeremy Boon & Ming
Ghetto & Eclipse
Emi & me
Eclipse & me
djB & me
djB, Ming, Emi, Eclipse & Jeremy Boon
Hong looking in
Ming
Ming & me
Jeremy Boon
 

Friday, 30 March 2012

And we work all day & party all night

Party like there's no tomorrow. Live the life of a rock star.
February ended in a blur, drowned in Mccallan, Velvet Ropes & trays of illusion.
Velvet Underground Lounge- our play ground. 


Hazel & me
Friend, Hazel, Sophie, me
Hazel, me, Stef, Friend, Sophie, Vic

Through it all baby, if you only knew, how difficult it was, how all i wanted was for you to take me in your arms and tell me it'll all be ok. But some how it never happened.

I missed you from December to January.
I miss you from January to now.
If you only knew.
xx

Thursday, 29 March 2012

Back to Phuture & my forever intern

I feel terrible! It's been ages since i blogged!!!!

I don't even know where to start blogging. A lot happens over 4 weeks and tonnes of pictures to update with. So i shall attempt to do this over a few blog entries and be right on track to end off March.

I finally found myself back on track: partying till the break of dawn.

Honest to goodness, it was tough-- to get back to the excessive drinking, the staying out all the way and the loudness of the music. I guess after being sick for awhile, avoiding the mayhem of the night, it felt almost awkward to be back right smack in the middle of it all.

Kalyn & me
Manda & me
Ivan Chia aka DJ Eclipse aka my son & me
DJ Ghetto
Cheryl & Kalyn
Elie, Emi & me
MC Nara, Dawn & me
Dawn & Rachel 


It seems like its really boring i know, because we are actually in the DJ console in Phuture. Somehow, we end up having our own little party when we end up in the console.

I'm trying to recall if anything significant happened that night, but it's been a month ago, so my memory is failing me terribly, especially with the recent intake of alcohol.

xx
The end of February also marked the end of my permanent intern's internship.
I remember the tinge of sadness, that when the whole team was just about warming up to Joan, it was time to say goodbye.

Joan's birthday in the Zouk office

We miss Joan, and her "no no no" which she says in much dramatic emphasis with each "no" that comes out of her mouth.

Good byes are always hard. Some how people say: oh good byes only mean that there will be hellos again which i think is pure bull shit. SERIOUSLY. THINK ABOUT IT.

Why must we say bye to say hi??! it's absolutely ridiculous. I'm starting on an angsty rant. Uncalled for on a peaceful Thursday night...Anyway, we did many lunches together as a team, but they hate it when i take my camera out and behave like I'm either a professional photo enthusiast OR a tourist. So i hardly get pictures of the team. But here's a peek!

Lunch at EM Studio
The Real Boss- Yasee
Everyone & Reza smiling in a picture- a rarity
Reza & JW
Razi
Salmon Eggs Benedict? (if i recall correctly)
Rai & Joan the intern
Rosti

My Bettina Lianos in red & Joan was hungry

I'll split my blog entries- if not it's going to get way too long. February got better for me towards the end of the month, but Joan left, and she left a gap somehow in the team. =(

The designer, THE BOSS, The intern, The baby
<3 the forever intern

The days go on.
To February and March, with love
xx

Friday, 17 February 2012

some days are very difficult

I'm editing the guys' interview with my eyes barely being able to keep itself open. The exhaustion and anxiety i truly believe has completely overtaken me.

I don't know why but i feel abandoned. It is eating me up.


Everyday I'm fighting for people. The one day came, and no one fought for me.

Words are sugar coated, people are selfish.

No wonder we get jaded, we lose hope, we become selfish.
My heart can no longer hold out.

Thursday, 9 February 2012

February really?

Amidst all the insanity & intensity of what has happened, i remind myself of the beauty of what has been planned out for me. I indulge only a second in the self pity & the tragic nature of how it has become, but i take it on full force.

It should be Fuck me February really. But, through it i would like to claim that i still live my life & love it.

Did an impromptu Saturday hang out with Steven. Nice. Toys R Us, Forty Hands and 2am later, here are some captured shots of the day...

A small kid in his playland
Steven Chew = Angry Bird
We went to have Marche, it's been ages since i did Marche & it was nice to have the Rosti again.. Anyhows, Toys R Us is always a highlight for me. Some things i realise we never seem to grow out of. Just look at Steven and you can't help but agree with me.

Thank goodness he didn't decide to layout all the pigs and start forming an obstacle course for the Angry Birds to attack. And i mean seriously we were just trying to get a small gift for Kai'er... and he thinks she's a boy. Swords and transformers and what not.

Hello Kitty always does it for girls. TRUST ME. i know it for a fact and it works wonders.


And to add on, Toys R Us now has a Sanrio section. Finally they are getting it right!

So finally after much consideration, we got Kai'er a CROCODILE that snaps it's teeth shut when you press the wrong tooth. (this sounds absolutely ridiculous and i didn't take a picture) and Steven insisted to get the Angry Birds pig. Everything was green. -_-

Saturday evening was nice though, we went to Forty Hands (it's located in the up and coming Tiong Bahru area) and i love the mocha! The chocolate tart was yums dums!! so good!

Forty Hands Mocha



The amazing colour swap on my Canon G12. Sickening Steven.
Poster effect of the G12


The last 2 pictures we were trying out the "nostalgic" effect on my Canon. I think the G12 has got to be one of my best investments ever. I love it to bits!


Anyway after that, we hopped over to Books Actually, and Steven did a dominoes effect to their collection of Pez. Embarrassing.

February... just the beginning...

Till the next time.
xx